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"She is cute.  I can't stand to spend three minutes in class not looking at her"

"Your heart will get crushed.  It isn't worth the risk."

"But I like her."

"You will crush his heart."

"But I love her...." 

"You are self-fish."

...

I really don't know what to do.  It's probably better if I don't interfere, for the reasons of not losing a friend. Sacrifice thy happiness for a friend.
But at the end of the day, I'm not sure if I can see the end of the tunnel after this 3 years.
A twisted, crooked heart like this
I hate it so much that I don't know what to do



Then it died a little, on the inside due to the prospect of being rejected and the after-effect of sheer embarrassment.
I am weak and timid.... but yet I care for a friend's heart before mine.


Under the slate-gray sky, I stare at the scenery outside the window which reflects my heart.... cloudy
Looks like I cannot use my heart well, for it is full of worries

And as the advent of evening inches, the night has never felt so welcoming.
Your figure slipped out of my sight before me, and my life will have come to a standstill



And as I watch you from afar as your eyes narrow when you smile, your laugh, your hands
Everything about you moves me


But.... there's already a man in shiny armor beside her....

All I could do is to hold you in my heart; as I can have a little faith in this love

but I am sorry that I never said that.........I love you.


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