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Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? Losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've have lost people who I thought meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've left me in the past, which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong

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WARNING! IF YOU ARE A FEMALE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED

I had quite an interesting experience when I went to AMK toilet today. The mounted urinal level was like somewhat at a toddler’s friendly level.



Which made me wonder,
Who in the right frame of mind would build the mounted urinal thingy at such a low height?!


I HAD TO LITERALLY BEND MY KNEES 90 DEGREES TO ACTUALLY REACH THE DESIRED LEVEL.
                                Hmm..I somewhat bended like him and ended up looking like that too    




I wanted to tell him,
Me: Kid, it’s THE DRAGON STANCE.





                                                Opps! Nope, that is shitting stance already


Going to toilet had never felt so tiring before. I felt like my thighs muscles are stronger already.


Gym? Nah, The AMK toilet is good enough for you.


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                                  But did you beat obesity?

"Fck lar, Fck this lar. What the hell....."
My ear was bleeding with the profanity in the air during dga test some weeks ago.

And when I was done with the test, everyone was like saying :

Classmates: Omg Asri! You finished already huh?
Asri: Hahaha yeah....
Classmates: Omg you are not a human!

That made me feel so...Superhuman. No! It made me feel like I am a freak who is dislike by everyone!

Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, so I’ll just go eat worms.....so yeah ):

And for those of you who are wondering who is pcb? He's my lecturer who likes to set the airconditioner to cold so he could preserve us. He wants to eat us ):

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I have not been writing much in my blog lately because my life is either

A -entirely boring

or

B - fantastically-too-awesome-for-my-blog


I could have jolly well written about me digging my mom's nose for entertainment while she sleeps
But in any case, i shall spare you the details. Onward with the post!


So lately, my parrot bird, who gave birth to 5 small eggs, was feeling sick.
Note that I used the word, 'eggs', because the little birdies didn't make it alive...


So back to topic, guess what my mom gave them as a remedy to my pet's ailment?


Panadol.


My pet bird swallowed a tablet of panadol? Wow that is interesting!
The thought of it blew my mind out of epic-proportion!
and I thought feeding my pet bird with chocolate was bad enough.


I am hoping that my pet bird will choked on it so it can land on my dinner plate. Hmm..... owl parrot meat. Yummy~

Strangely the bird wasn't suffering any effects from panadol overdose. ( If such things even existed )
It will be interesting to see my pet bird being high or something.


and the worst thing of all, the panadol works!

No bird meat for me then ):

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Studying at home sucks.

*Looks around *

Television, kitchen, radio, guitar, game boy. Yep, all of them are procrastination amplifier. Oh and not to mention my bed~
Hmm comfy bed…..


And of course, being at home means I would have to help with household chores

    Mum: Hey Asri, can you please throw the trash away?

    Me: I can’t hear you.

    Mum: I’m standing right next to you.

    Me: I don’t speak English.

    Mum: Yes you do. You’re speaking English right now.

    Me: No I don’t.

If it was one of my sisters asking me, it would have been this way

Sis: Hey Asri, can you please throw the trash away? It will dirty my hand sooo yeah.

Me: Well suck it up, we all have problems

Just kidding, I am not that mean.



Annnyway, so I had to study for my Txp test yesterday and I had not even touched the Txp paper till it was 11pm.


But you see, I wanted to play my games but I can’t since I had to study sooo.....

I juggled both task at the same time.
I knew I was always an overachiever.






Normally I would feel so unmotivated to do things nowadays especially to STUDY but studying while playing games gives the word “multi-task” a whole new definition!

 Why plan for success when failure is almost assured hannor?

Mr pudge/ my bro got me while I was naming a plant I saw in Warcraft. Tsk. Cheap shot

I wonder if plastic surgery would save Mr pudge.....